Fourteen

Hi. I know you’ve been having a rough night so far, and I’ve been one of the reasons why… It was my bad to be upset for doubting me. Playing charades without alcohol was completely normal and I just wished you approached me in a much better way. 

But whatever it is that happened, I just wish we put it all away because today is our day. It’s the time of the month where we should celebrate for the love we’ve been receiving so far. I know I haven’t been really awesome to you this whole time.. I don’t even know if you should be thankful for what I’ve been giving to you these passed weeks. 

If you would ask me, I’d say, I’m very very much thankful for staying with me despite the changes that happened in our relationship. You have been really patient with me all throughout. You still loved me, even if I pushed you away. You still gave me your all, even if I turned my back at it. I just hate what I made you into and all I’ve done to you. But please, just know that I love you. And I’m willing to be the same way we were before. I’ve made a trip down to memory lane and browsed our old blog posts a year ago… And i actually missed that. I just want it all back. Well I know I said that a couple of times to you already but I hope you understand that it wouldn’t be that easy. I know that I will still continue to commit stupid mistakes and will eventually make you upset. But please know, I’m still and will always be, trying. 

I love you my baby. I’m sorry for keeping you up. Please rest now and feel better. I wish I’m just beside you right now, hugging you till you fall asleep. Good night mahal ko. Happy fourteen months! Forever&Always.

But wait…..

(Hello, remember this? Now who made the first move? :P Hihi btw facebook was being lame, they wouldnt show my replies :( )

Hehe. I love you!! :) Good night!